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 The last two day was really horrendous to say. Even though yesterday I did manged to wake up at 6:15 after sleeping at 2 am. Go on a walk and it really felt good. The sun seems really bright even at 6:30 am. Summer season it is I guess. Tried french after that. Continued reading the divide. Let me attach an interesting graph from it.  That was all for that day. Didn't touch python at all. By the way, finished watching Inception. A good one. Today (21th May) is also bad. Didn't have a morning walk. Woke at 7:30 am. Only tried french. Continued the divide. Didn't touch python. and class will be starting from 22nd. Don't know how I will survive.

Felt sleepy at 6 p.m. Went to sleep and wake up at 12 p.m. Now my next day is completely screwed. Don't know when will sleep at night and when will wake up in the morning. The starting of the day was good though. Wake up at 6:50 (still late), went on a morning walk, get back home, took some rest, and tried french. Today tried to learn some family and home-related words. Currently learning on Duolingo but feel like now need to try something new besides this. Watched Alma matters today; a documentary show on IITians. Things that got me thinking is the placement jobs thingy. Job interview seems like an extreme sport. I am never good at these sorts of things. Another thing that keeps popping in my mind is I am 21. Throughout the last year, this was my most worrying thing. Age 21 feels like a significant thing though completely wasted the year. I had this feeling that I am 3 years behind the person I wanted to be.   So I was reading about the aid today. One important fact is for ev...

 So today wasn't a bad day at all. It's okay considering I was staying away for almost 15 days from the routine. Didn't go to the morning walk though. Even though last night I went to bed at 12:30 p.m wasn't feeling sleepy before 2 p.m which resulted in waking up at 8 p.m. Need to find a solution for this. Today I  tried to read "The Divide"-   Jason Hickel . Went through some parts from the first chapter. Here's a part I find worth mentionable - "underdevelopment in the global South was not a natural condition, but a consequence of the way Western powers had organized the world system over hundreds of years." I touched the french language after some time. Mostly revised things I learned before. Need to work on the pronunciation. So far I was only happy with trying to learn it. But feel like now I need to look at my outcomes from it. It's a different case for python though. I am still a beginner. So revised things I learned before especially ...